Future Nomadic Tales

Today I made a decision which for me was a hard one. Even though I have practically no money and no drivers license , and it almost seems inpossible . It's not ... After hearing my Grandpa had cancer (which was very recently) I had to change my life , because I myself have nothing jet I feel proud enough to satisfy my needs for the inside me and to make his last few years , months the proudest of his life. He told me to be good to all , to have respect for all living beings, to love someone like you love yourself , to enjoy every little thing that makes you smile , to be brave and to fight for what you want in life , and to stay strong and hold on... not giving up. I can not make myself or my grandpa proud with a high degree in collega like my nieces, or a high function or a grand-grand-child, because i'm just not that person, I desire more from life than a house-tree-kid-man-dog mainstream life in the same place where you lived your whole life. Being a nomad is in my heart and blood, I have so many intrests and something inside me triggers me to go further learing - study the humanlife and his dark and sunny twists , other culturals , the edge of society. I have no borders , my mind has no borders , my heart has no borders , and so i wish my life to be without borders. Do something diffrent or at least try to , if my plan or idea falls in deep waters it's still not a dissapointment for me, because any way it goes I will be growing as a better me. So I'm starting a new chapter in life , being happy and making others feel good. This i'm going to start by traveling . I'll be moving trough france, spain, Gran Canaria , Tenerife. I hope to eventually find a place where I can call myself at home and maybe stay, or go on if my heart keeps aching.

As we all know I have a life companion Krash, because he gives me the purest love of all things alive and he's friends with everybody and extremely sweet he's going with me on this adventure. Now I don't see this as a lazy ass vacation or a sabathical year...No. The purpose of my trip will also be listen to people who had / have a though life, people who got fucked by political causes , or crisis , or authorities ,... Because at this time we hear alot about the "yellow jackets"(gele hesjes) in France , Belgium , The Netherlands. People who are finaly starting to realise the high powers as governments and riches , are using and abusing the "normal" citizens. Now I want to focus myself on a category of young-adults between 21-35 years old , males or females, who are slightly more alternative or different from the rest of the crowd. Tell their stories and make others realise we are all the same and most of us had or have a hard life , with an equal feeling of sadness. With depts , with financial problems , housing problems , boycotting of social gatherings or events, stealing , no eating options , squatting , etc... In the end we are all humans , and we're all made of the same flesh and bones . And eventually we choose ourselfs how far we go in a rebellion and not believe what media tels us. Some people are happy to be brainwashed, because it's the easy way, but I can tell you in the end they don't know what it real happiness means, and I feel sorry for those people . So i'm writing a book/novel with an analogic photographic collection of the places , the people , and the problems. Their will be my subjective meaning everytime I will meet someone and a reflexion of what i'm thinking that I can change my point of vieuw or myself in order to become more happy and give this person with inside all this problems less to worry about. Make someones weight on the shoulders weigh a little less. And to maybe wake up some people to do and act in matter of a general state and being of love. More information about the idea and plan I will revael soon. So stay tuned!